a year long remembered, without wanting to change a thing. πŸŽ

This year’s excerpts from the annual re-reading of, ‘On the Shortness of Life‘.

“It is not that we have a short time to live, but that we waste a lot of it.”

“It is a small part of life we really live.’ Indeed, all the rest is not life but merely time.”

“Even if all the bright intellects who ever lived were to agree to ponder this one theme, they would never sufficiently express their surprise at this fog in the human mind. Men do not let anyone seize their estates, and if there is the slightest dispute about their boundaries.they rush to stones and arms; but they allow others to encroach on their lives – why, they themselves even invite in those who will take over their lives. You will find no one willing to share out his money; but to how many does each of us divide up his life! People are frugalin guarding their personal property; but as soon as it comes to squandering time they are most wasteful of the one thing in which it is right to be stingy.”

“So, I would like to fasten on someone from the older generation and say to him: ‘I see that you have come to the last stage of human life; you are close upon your hundredth year, or even beyond: come now, hold an audit of your life.Β 

Reckon how much of your time has been taken up by a money-lender, 

how much by a mistress, a patron, a client, 

quarrelling with your wife, punishing your slaves,

dashing about the city on your social obligations. 

Consider also the diseases which we have brought on ourselves, 

and the time too which has been unused. 

You will find that you have fewer years than you reckon. 

Call to mind when you ever had a fixed purpose; 

how few days have passed as you had planned; 

when you were ever at your own disposal; 

when your face wore its natural expression; 

when your mind was undisturbed;

what work you have achieved in such a long life; 

how many have plundered your life when you were unaware of your losses; 

how much you have lost through groundless sorrow, foolish joy, greedy desire, 

the seductions of society; how little of your own was left to you. 

You will realize that you are dying prematurely.’ “

“Living is the least important activity of the preoccupied man;  yet there is nothing which is harder to learn.”

“But learning how to live takes a whole life, and, which may surprise you more, it takes a whole life to learn how to die.”

“But the man who spends all his time on his own needs, who organizes every day as though it were his last, neither longs for nor fears the next day. For what new pleasures can any hour now bring him? He has tried everything, and enjoyed everything to repletion. For the rest, Fortune can dispose as she likes: his life is now secure. Nothing can be taken from this life, and you can only add to it as if giving to a man who is already full and satisfied food which he does not want but can hold.”

“I am always surprised to see some people demanding the time of others and meeting a most obliging response. Both sides have in view the reason for which the time is asked and neither regards the time itself- as if nothing there is being asked for and nothing given. They are trifling with life’s most precious commodity, being deceived because it is an intangible thing, not open to inspection and therefore reckoned very cheap – in fact, almost without any value. People are delighted to accept pensions and gratuities, for which they hire out their labour or their support or their services. But nobody works out the value of time: men use it lavishly as if it cost nothing. But if death threatens these same people, you will see them praying to their doctors; if they are in fear of capital punishment, you will see them prepared to spend their all to stay alive. So inconsistent are they in their feelings.”

“But if each of us could have the tally of his future years set before him, as we can of our past years, how alarmed would be those who saw only a few years ahead, and how carefully would they use them! And yet it is easy to organize an amount, however small, which is assured; we have to be more careful in preserving what will cease at an unknown point.

“And yet this is the period of our time which is sacred and dedicated, which has passed beyond all human risks and is removed from Fortune’s sway, which cannot be harassed by want or fear or attacks of illness. It cannot be disturbed or snatched from us: it is an untroubled, everlasting possession. In the present we have only one day at a time, each offering a minute at a time. But all the days of the past will come to your call: you can detain and inspect them at your will- something which the preoccupied have no time to do.”

“It is the mind which is tranquil and free from care which can roam through all the stages of its life: the minds of the preoccupied, as if harnessed in a yoke, cannot turn round and look behind them. So their lives vanish into an abyss; and just as it is no use pouring any amount of liquid into a container without a bottom to catch and hold it, so it does not matter how much time we are given if there is nowhere for it to settle; it escapes through the cracks and holes of the mind.”

“A leader of the state and, as we are told, a man of notable kindliness among the leaders of old, he thought it would be a memorable spectacle to kill human beings in a novel way. ‘Are they to fight to the death? Not good enough. Are they to be torn to pieces? Not good enough. Let them be crushed by animals of enormous bulk.’ It would be better for such things to be forgotten, lest in the future someone in power might learn about them and not wish to be outdone in such a piece of inhumanity. Oh, what darkness does great prosperity cast over our minds! “

“Of all people only those are at leisure who make time for philosophy, only those are really alive. For they not only keep a good watch over their own lifetimes, but they annex every age to theirs. All the years that have passed before them are added to their own.”

“So the life of the philosopher extends widely: he is not confined by the same boundary as are others. He alone is free from the laws that limit the human race, and all ages serve him as though he were a god. 

Some time has passed: he grasps it in his recollection. 

Time is present: he uses it. 

Time is to come: he anticipates it. 

This combination of all times into one gives him a long life.”

But life is very short and anxious for those who forget the past, neglect the present, and fear the future.

“Can the nights, which they purchase so dearly, not seem much too short to these people? They lose the day in waiting for the night, and the night in fearing the dawn.”

“Fortune is never less to be trusted than when it is fairest.”

“Indeed the state of all who are preoccupied is wretched, but the most wretched are those who are toiling not even at their own preoccupations, but must regulate their sleep by another’s, and their walk by another’s pace, and obey orders in those freest of all things, loving and hating. If such people want to know how short their lives are, let them reflect how small a portion is their own.”


One response to “a year long remembered, without wanting to change a thing. πŸŽ”

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    haejude66

    Good read.

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